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Prompt poetry

An Ode to Home

Write about a few of your favorite family traditions.

I come from a joint family, though the kitchens are different, no distance is heart. We have this tradition of eating together on birthdays, anniversaries and festivals. All sitting together, on the floor, giggling and eating. On such occasions we eat on a single plate (not a compulsion, it is rather fun). Moving out of home, recently, I miss this so much. So now, my husband and I eat together, always. And I’m adamant on keeping this tradition of my father’s family.

On this note, read this piece of mine :))


The walls that embrace me,
keep the shadows at bay;
Nothing grand about it,
but it is a place, where,
I enjoyed playing in clay.
Sun-kissed veranda,
red roses blooming all year long;
Each creak tells its own tale,
a world, keeping everyone strong.
The worn out armchair-
a playground for tiny feet;
A game,
where it was allowed to cheat.
For Home is not just a place.
A home is not brick or stone,
It is a sanctuary,
a shelter from the outside world.
A timeless heaven,
source of light,
sometimes, the whole Sun.

~Kajal, An Ode to Home


© 2024 mermaidspen


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poetry Prompt poetry

Akathisia

What positive events have taken place in your life over the past year?

I have always been a wallflower. I don’t recall having a great time in school. My college was okay because my friends just adopted me. Then came the COVID and ruined the outdoors for me beyond repair. Mind you, I’m not complaining here but my willingness to avoid everything was getting out of my hands, and for the first time I felt like I needed to go out and see a few people, for we are living in a community. So recently, I have started socializing, it took everything inside of me to prepare myself for social gatherings, to talk to people when more than 3 of them are present, but it did get better. And I have seen this change. I still need to literally prepare myself for any outing or a gathering but at least, now, it doesn’t affect me as much as it used to :))


As always, here’s a poem for you all.

The year is about to end,
my mind, restless.
A whirlpool of emotions.
The constant urge to move,
to evolve, and grow
A never ending battle;
A battle beyond understanding.
A longing, for light
to have some peace,
peace to overcome fears
to gain control –
on a racing mind, on a pacing heart.
Time is running
and the world spinning.
In a moment,
a moment of desperation;
desperation to overcome
this Strom.
But restless is my heart,
anxious eyes,
fists curled in fear;
Fear of being denied.

Kajal, Akathisia


© 2023 mermaidspen

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short poem

The Book Thief; Game of hearts

What book are you reading right now?

I was so busy with festivals that I literally had no time to check my phone (thus this long break from reading and writing). I hope you all are doing okay.

To get myself familiar with words again, I’m re-reading The Book Thief (an absolute favourite of mine).

Also, there’s a poem for you all.


Gatherings with
Longings manifested aloud,
banging doors,
muted chatter
a heart-
waiting to be heard.
It is a gamble
to put faith in others,
to look for clues
in tight lips-
a smile or
a conversation.
Too much hope
in frail humans-
Hope can kill too.

Kajal, A game of hearts


© 2023 mermaidspen

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short poem

Of Love and a heart

There was once a heart
Rather shy ,
but that did yearn
looking for love,
love- strong emotion,
love – it couldn’t discern.
With passing days,
changing seasons,
the longings
grew deeper.
A deep longing
for discerned love
made the heart weep.
For, it was hard to keep

~Kajal, Of love and a heart

© 2023 mermaidspen

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rant short poem

Note to self

Write freely? Let the words fall in place? Write with no strings attached? No.
Try writing with all your emotions attached to that one word which made you write in the first place. Read shitty poems on internet, write shitty poems on internet and re read your work. Because, who cares. Be your biggest fan. Take the compliments, take them all. It took you so much to reach here, stand your ground and take all the praise. Write what you want when you want and where you want. Fall in love and don’t try to hold it in anymore. Let yourself fall and let yourself love. Don’t be afraid to have your heart broken. It’s about time, just live.

~ 🧜‍♀️

© 2023 mermaidspen

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poetry Prompt poetry

Languorous eyes- Villanelle

Piercing gaze of pines;
So much life on the verge of dying but
Languorous eyes can’t save anyone.

We lose something everyday;
I’m calling us we, though
The Art of losing is really easy.Let’s try to see things as such;
Hearts overflowing with hope always end up as disasters.
Languorous eyes can’t save anyone.

Let’s try to see things as such;
Hearts overflowing with hope always end up as disasters.
Languorous eyes can’t save anyone.

© 2022 mermaidspen

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NaPoWriMo

Crimson Red

Weather is dripping
from your tongue.


White of the clouds
is the calm
the calm you carry around,
the calm I lack,
the calm world needs.

Love?
Love is the crimson red;
of all the times
you have died
because of
your complexity,
For never fitting in,
For never being understood,
For never having been loved.

They say war is an opportunity.
Red tears are
a substitute for poppies.
But
how do you know
the colour of tears?
Who claimed it?
Who named it red, anyway?

This is an apology
to all the Colours
to all the shades I wrote about
without knowing
what a colour is.

© 2022 mermaidspen

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Prompt poetry

Skinship

Kafka said “all the love in the world is useless when there is total lack of understanding”. But, how do you make someone understand love?

Fear is a toothless beast.
I see you move across the house and wait for you to see me.
I have been writing on the shape of your mouth; it’s been days since you held me close.
I wonder what you think of the colour violet, you still love it?

I close my eyes
and you’re still here.
here and there
– everywhere.

Quick sand is diminishing through the hourglass. As if wind is carrying me away from you. In a flash I see you, then you’re gone. I’m taking care of flowers, lilies are blooming. You left me a candle of darkness.
I’m longing to feel your touch, mother.

© 2022 mermaidspen

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blog anniversary gratitude

285 days.

Hey! Hi! And Hello!

I am still counting days? Well, I think I’m good at it. How I missed being here and how I missed my 3rd year anniversary here! Anyways I’m trying to be back and feels good.

It’s been long and I’m kind of looking forward to it, this time (again). I have read all the mails and I have noticed many of you coming back here and reading previous posts. I’m truly grateful for this affection and trust.

Let me know how you all have been. And I know many of us don’t like to say that loud in comments, so you’re welcome to share this via email.

Be well. I’m yet to catch up with a lot of people. I’ll be writing here shortly, 1 post/week for the time being .

~🧜‍♀️

© 2022 mermaidspen

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short poem

Moon

We were together from the beginning,
Him and I;
He smiles down at me
And here I am,
Helpless. Bewitched.
By an unannounced law.

His blinding aura
follows me whenever I go
Omnipresent;
So, I just smile at him in response
and like a drop
keep going with his flow.

Says I’m the only one for him,
only one capable of life.

© 2021 mermaidspen